well, everything happens for a reason.

everything in life, happens for a reason.

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am i too selfish? like, i only think about how i feel. i've never thought about others, did i? all along i thought i was right, but wasn't i? now what do i do? all i did, was it for my own selfish desire? what's happening? what happened? i dono, i'm so confused.. today mryong said to think of the happy memories when we singing cantemus. somehow, it lead to you. i miss those days. i miss them alot.. & then it hit me. you did so much, but what did i do? maybe that is why i feel guilty. is it? i dont know how to let go..but i know i have to. i know what i want is never gonna happen, & i feel like deleting both your contacts. but somehow, there's this fear in me thats pulling me back. what should i do? ): i miss the days when you would say, ............. it'll never happen again, never. and i know i'm right about this. yes i do )': why does it still hurt so much, why do i still care? when others ask: why do you still bother clinging on? i ask myself - bcos i felt that as long as i held on for another day, the day when my wish would come true just gets nearer by a day.

do you know, how much i miss you.. cos we're so near, but yet so far. but i know, everything happens for a reason & certain things are just not within our reach.

helloooooooooooooo. :D

yeaps, a fresh new blogskin! haha, i got bored of my old one. :P okay whatevers. today's choir was great. i loved it to bits & pieces! :)

first piece of good news - no school for me on fridayyyyyy. :DDDDDD

omgggggggg. how better can it go? haha, you people jealous rightttttt! :] lols, whatevers.

next piece of good news! choir's improving alot, & we're going for g-w-h.

that's fantabulous okay, haha. i'm really happy to actually feel the choir's improvement and that everyone (well, ALMOST) is putting in their best. c'mon choir, we can do it! ;DDD

lols, see why i'm damn happy now? *nods*

lunch was fun, after we came back - was damn hyped la!

esther: hi!

shang & pam stares at her like she's some weird
person.

esther: idiot..purposely one right..[walks over and sits beside
shang]

shang & pam still stares at her.

esther: wth..-.-

haha, that was damn funny la. still got alot more retarded parts but i lazy type out. :P

hahahaha, okay people. g'byes! <33

in the end, it's these small things that you remember, these small imperfections, that make everything perfect. :)