Saturday, May 9, 2009

if you could live forever, what would you live for?

if you could live forever, what would you live for?
if you were to choose, would you speed things up or stay at where you are?
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hey people of the world. :D
how's life? haha, okay what crap was that lols. went west coast plaza today. bought a phone - finallyyyyyyyy. :) it's samsung and it's white. after phone, went starbucks! :DDD haha, begged my parents like mad. my mother was like, okay la fine but not often. yay yay yay. :)) damn happy. drank hazelnut latte (duh) & realised that i finish very fast. lols! oh and i ate belgian waffles again. :)) haha. oh yes, my cut has infections now. kind of hurts but still bearable. just scared that it won't recover before tuesday then wear shoe that time pain. :S sunburn still okay. suntan.........sigh i hate it. it's super super uneven that i can't believe it's happening. -.- my sisters was like "ohmygod. shangrong, what happened to your face?" so obviously my reaction was what the heck. nvrmind, i believe it can be saved. hees. :] let's talk about obs now! lols.

first day - didn't do much. equipments, foods, tents and other stuffs then do belaying. quite boring cos the height thing very low. but i like the coming down part, haha. :) then..i think nth else. bathing was like omgosh. i almost screamed cos the water was like colder than school's one. is it? i hope so. if not choir camp must go thru the same thing again. :S anyway, i was quite happy cos after bathing always wear a clean set of clothes haha. sleeping was average i guess. sleep & wake up, sleep & wake up. the floor was damn hard, but no mosquito or anything. just some small killable insects, hah. :D

second day - morning wake up, rain rain rain. we thought the instructors will come so stayed in tent. lols, what a dumb thinking huh. so in the end we were a little late. went kayaking and i was so worried about having fibreglass cut. but didn't have, so i'm lucky. :) i like the capsize part, very fun. haha, except when the seawater rush into the nose very pain. second time not so much water. then had rock climbing. that one i didn't do. cos kayaking that time i injured my finger + i was super tired. so, excused. :D did the ropeman thing and like stand there for maybe near one hour only, kanna sunburn on the left side of the neck. -.- stupid right? at night, everyone was packing for the land/sea ex. i was so damn tired then don't feel like packing but we didn't have the choice. pack pack pack, in the end also never pack finish. went to sleep & it was very very hot. the singapore sports school took our spot so we shift further in - it. was. windless.

third day - woke up, rain rain. like that's the usual thing lor. went down and pack stuffs. went for land ex at 10.30 i think. quite okay la. alot of mosquitoes + alot of stuffs to carry. then when we reach what the instructors called the "magical place" we were stunned. how magical can trees and grassless land be? lols. anyway we just sat down and have lunch. after that we went to pitch tent. it was just in front of the sea so quite windy. :D damn happy. went for some activities and not everybody was interested in it so we sort of got scolded. anyway, at night we had to cook in the dark. damn hard. but still. washed mess tins blablabla then gathered. my instructor wanted us to go for night walk. no torches cos he say more fun. (?) lols. keep hearing lots of weird noises and i was so scared this wild boar come charge at me. -.- nth happened. we stopped at some place, self reflections and all then walk back to the tent. on the way back i had a feeling smth was wrong (obviously, i was correct haha) there was this wild boar near us. the girls didn't know but our instructor, leonard & nicholas saw. they keep stopping. i didn't dare to look cos uhh, scared. can't see properly anyway. went back safely and slept. i couldn't really sleep but slept quite abit. then rain. this time the whole tent flood like some shit. the tent looked as if it was gonna collapse anytime. so we hold onto the pole. i was so tired la, then couldn't be bothered how wet it was so just sit on the wet tent and sleep.

fourth day - i was so happy. fourth day! fourth day!! didn't feel like kayaking back but had no choice. before we kayak, was preparing. then i saw ven's group. i saw her in her super illed state, with no energy and no colour on her face, i felt like crying. it's like i'm standing there, looking at her but i can't do anything. sighh! next. kayak that time i thought we couldn't make it. the waves so choppy, the wind so strong. 3/4 of the way switch partners & i started slacking abit. my hands felt like it was gonna drop, lols. (okay let's cut short this whole thing, i need do dnt.) in the end we still reached. washed the kayak, paddles and everything then i went toilet. i had a shock. my face was so tan! like the omg omg omg reaction you know? i couldn't believe it la. so all the time i was complaining that i want my skin back. lols. :P anyway did some stuffs blabla. bathed. i couldn't stand it cos like the day before that nvr bathe + kayak = smellyness. -.- at night, we had the best dinner ever la. cos we had too much leftovers of food so tried all ways to clear them. before dinner i was going around hugging people. :) i missed them so much la. i think most of the time was with esther/jinghui. kept seeing jiahui around but i didn't hug her. don't think she'll allow or if not she'll say smth like, "i don't wanna les with you" so i didn't ask haha. found out that my tent was somewhat near esther's tent so i decided to sleep with her, natasha and fenny. at night was okay. i slept fast cos too tired. haha.

fifth day - damn happy! last day and i can finally go home. i was thinking i'd miss my instructor and maybe my group. and yea i do. (abit) anyway, so hyper that day. packing stuffs that time i was totally drenched. ran in the rain like dono how many times. but very fun. :D haha. then go gather that time i was hyped up. couldn't wait to get home i guess. at first i wanted to go lunch together with the clique or smth but everyone couldn't make it. plus ven looked really tired so yea. went back to school, called parents. parents came, went home. safe and sound. :)

during the five days i thought alot. like my parents and sisters, i missed them so much. so damn homesick but didn't cry, lols. not to that extend i guess. then like i missed my clique so much, i missed the class so much. i missed darling so much. i missed everyone i love (so that means it applies to some people only). it's like, without them life would be so different. and i finally understand what it means when people say absence makes the heart fonder. it's like so irritating when you want to talk to a person and you have so much to say but you don't have the time to. i guess, everyone learnt something from obs. after all. :)

it's okay, cos i went thru the same thing.
but days that past meant that i was closer to the end point.
so cheer up & smileeeee. :D

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